Heh I love being a teenager. I reach those emotional extremes… One day you’re just all so happy because you’re in love. The other day you’re ready to kill yourself because your love is bring unfulfilled. One day you just wonder how much you enjoy bring around good friends who make you live. The other day you’re ready give up on people because noone believes in love and has a heart anymore. And sometimes, you just get days like today…
Today wasn’t anything really special, really. It’s Sunday so I   spent the day with my family because I’m a good Christian son *coughihavenolifecough* Well my mom really made my day by telling me something that boosted my self-esteem to a new high. That was really awesome, but still, not what I had in mind for this blog. It seems that some things in this life can happen in 10 minutes, yet you’ll remember them for a long time to come.

(23:27:02) Justin: that was your first love?
(23:27:09) Paul: yep
(23:27:25) Justin: yea love is great until it crumbles
…

First person ever to fully understand me in the way that I wanted. Heh, just when I thought I’m ready to give up on this world, alas - a miracle. Heh, that’s how good friends are found. Btw, if you’re someone I know and actually reading this, don’t take it as me saying you’re not good friends, etc… Ehh well I don’t need an explanation, you’ll understand

But anyways, you’ve got another thing commin! Btw, names have been removed to protect the innocent.

(23:37:52) Paul: remember what I told you about (girl’s name)?
(23:37:59) Paul: lol lemme find the exact words

(20:09:05) Paul: niiice
(20:09:12) Paul: listen to this you gonna crack up
(20:09:28) Paul: so I’m stalking (girl’s name)’s screenname the whole summer
(20:09:37) Paul: reading her profiles and shit
(20:09:47) Paul: and it looks pretty much like this
(20:10:08) Paul: Mid-June: I LOVE (guys’s name)!! OMG HE’S THE BEST BF EVER
(20:10:39) Paul: Mid-July: I WENT OFF ON (guys’s name)!! HE DIDN’T LOVE ME!! I HATE HIM!!!
(20:10:58) Paul: Beginning of August: I LOVE MY BF (guys’s name)
(20:11:31) Paul: ..man give it 2 more weeks and I’m sure her profile will be filled with lyrics about unfulfilled love

(23:38:55) Paul: well guess what
(23:39:03) Paul: didn’t take even a week to see this in her profile
(23:39:09) Paul: my boyfriend just gave up on me. cry cry cry cry all i do is cry cry cry cry. shoot me, please? thanks.
(23:39:12) Paul: MWHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAAA
(23:39:31) Paul: and this
(23:39:35) Justin: lmao
(23:39:43) Paul: i am the same

without medicine i can’t

pretend it never ends

i’m fine i’m fine

these words are all

i have to hide

Wow.. Am I a genius or what? Anyways, right now I’m in a high emotional state of “Happiness”, so I thought I’d make a note of that.

Oh and I decided to post everything I feel in this blog. See before I kinda got a xanga acount to let stuff out, but now I’m thinking, I have nothing to hide.
“My heart is like an open book, for the whole world to read. Some times nothing keeps me together at the seams.” - Motley Crue

Peace

Well today I saw a peace sign on some guys shirt in the city and I just got this idea. When the Iraq war is going to be over, I’m going to take a white shirt and with a black marker draw a peace sign and write “WAR IS OVER”. Just like in the old days.
Now I’m writing this in my blog just to make a promise to do that. Now that it’s in my blog, I have no excuse not to.
As Daniel said, John Lennon would be proud.

Peace
(Give it a chance)