I have always had bad feeling about Sheepshead Bay neighborhood in Brooklyn. I’ve had some bad expereinces there and it just isn’t the place where I would enjoy being. Yet today, thanks to my and my friend’s stupidity, we decided to go there and disprove all the bad myths about it. We failed. Miserably. Even though we didn’t get shot (which was my prognosis for the day), I didn’t feel the urge of coming back there anytime soon.
Daniel, Denis, Melissa, and I were walking near the bay. It was pretty cold thus we were really close to each other to keep warm. Of course we are all very secure about our sexualities and didn’t even think that there was anything wrong with that until a bunch of kids there started giving us dirty looks. Melissa happens to be an exceptionally original and entertaining person, and so she got the genius idea for the moment: the song from Wizard of Oz. As she was singing (with us kinda singing along) “We’re off to see the Wizard, the Wonderful Wizard of Oz…”, those kids got really creeped out. They happened to cross the street to get away from us. Only a second later we saw them throw a cookie at us.
Great neighborhood. We singed a good song and even acted it out perfectly and all we get a is a cookie (thrown at us). People are strange.

I’m not in love. Well maybe just slightly infatuated. If I was to describe it in words, the best way of putting it would be that it feels really nice being around her. That’s all. Although I wouldn’t mind falling, I really can’t see it happening in reality. But then again, I can’t just give up my hopes like that. It’s weird because all these thoughts came to my mind only when I kinda started missing being around her.

Ughh… Cold and rainy… Yesterday I was planning on going to school since it’s the last day and all, but today when I woke up I thought I’ll just stay at home, drink tea, and listen to indie. So far it’s going pretty well.
Of course, now that I got an account on last.fm I have to whore it here so check it out:
http://www.last.fm/user/gnr89/

Peace

First time I come back from chilling in my hood and I don’t smell like cigarettes. I smell like.. COFFEE!! I love Starbucks.
Today was (supposed to be) the last day of school for me this semester but unfortunately I don’t think it’s gonna work out that way. Well maybe it’s for the best. Regents week shouldn’t be as bad. I kinda have plans for it, although I’m pretty sure they’re all going to be destroyed pretty soon because I have that kind of luck.
A lot has happened since my last blog, like new years and all that stuff, but it’s been pretty horrible for me that I don’t really wanna write anything about that. Not that life is so great now. Winter is really depressing. I feel dead. That feeling that life is going on all around me but I can’t quite get a grip on it. Although it makes me feel a lot better seeing others just as dead as me. But yet in a sense it depresses me more.
I’ll survive that though. Spring is going to come eventually, it’s only a matter of time. For now, as long as I can dream, I think I’ll do just fine. I just wish I could just go to sleep for the entire winter.

Today I made about 30 new friends (well I got acquainted with about 30 people, whatever). Such a good feeling, especially when you get to know people that actually like you being around. I felt so… loved Now I’m not going to feel so lonely around my neighborhood (as much as I… dislike it). I never knew that people younger than me can be so enjoyable to be around with.
Other than that, nothing much happened today. Well I did get interrupted by schools fire drill while I was in the middle of this blues song (and I kinda was really feeling it). Eh..
Oh and Serina drew the illustration for my English homework for me, which, again, made me feel loved

Peace

(22:51:00) Daniel: dude when you get an Electric you should put a Apple Sticker on it

Just felt like I needed to write this genius idea down.