I haven’t really updated recently. I have no idea what to write, or more precisely how to write. I started out writing as an angry kid pissed off about everything, then I moved on to being kind of alright and trying to be witty and all, and now I became so ashamed of humans that I want to write in a serious tone again. I hate sounding serious. I stopped being serious in writing because I realized that I’m no Dostoevsky, thus it sounds lame when I try to pull him off. Now I realized that trying to be witty doesn’t work, since I’m not really Mark Twain either. Perhaps I should try to be a romantic now and write about trees and stuff. Or be semi-serious and write dark satire. No, the latter won’t work. Only Fellini could pull that off. He’s got style.
Maybe I should just be okay with myself.